bye-bye 19th and HELLO 20th!!

hahaha.. ITS MY BIRTHDAY~~~
this is the best birthday ever..
i get birthday wish from 2 special person in my life..
both of them are special in their own ways..
mom: i never receive any of birthday wish till my 20th years alive..
but i din care a damn on it.. thanks.. really thanks to ALLAH that let my wish came true.
friend: no matter how much we fight, how much we been egos to each other..in deep of ur heart, im still ur friend.. syukur alhamdullilah..

20th of my life.. Praised to god that gave me this life.. =)

fantasy? or Real?

well hi everyone.. what's up with my post this time?

i'm sure you all had a dreams in ur mind rite..=)
wonderful dreams or maybe a nightmare for u..

recently, i had a dream bout my friend..
to be more specific, he is my best friend... and we get into a messed..
so rite now we rarely get to talk to each other.

the dreams that i had is where we are so closed and more like brothers..
no one know what happen between us, but it really a tough experience.
and now, just the dreams that held this friendship tide..

i really hope that dreams will come as real and not just fantasy of my dreams..

my birthday is near.. 20th years of my life.. more and more things and i must be prepare.. to face this world.. wish me luck =)

outing with family =P

macam mana happy pun orang tu, die pasti merasakan kesedihan..
sudah menjadi karma hidupkn.. hidup umpama roda yg sentiasa memutar atas dan bawah..

hari ni,
aku 'fly' keluar matrik sebab dah tertekan duk dalam kawasan matrik,
so i called my mom to fetch me out..
kita 1 family kuar outing bersama2. dah lama kot tak jalan sekali ngan family..
g main kat planet holiday n karaoke(walaupun suare tak sedap).. hahaha..

mmg puas hati lah..
seronok sangat dapat bersama keluarga gembira sekali..

pada malamnya.. 1 keindahan yg memukau hati aku.. bulan yg sangat cantik berbentuk sabit ditemani dngan 1 bintang yg sangat terang sinarnya berdekatan dengan bulan tersebut.. terasa cam bulan puasa pulak.. mmg cantik der..

keseronokan yg dialami ini akan menjadi teman tika aku keseorangan..














mana hala tuju aku selepas ni??

IM WEAK WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDSHIP.

xkira macam mana pun aku nk sorokkan kesedihan ini, tapi ia mmg perit bagi aku untuk menerima seorang lagi shbat yg menganggap diri aku 'invisible'..
i tried to be fake that i wont care bout u anymore.. but im not that good enough to pretend someone that im not.
hari berganti hari..
aku berdoa agar persahabatan yg terjalin tidak akan putus. aku cuba untuk tabahkan hati ini untuk KUAT!
someone tell me what should i do?
knpa aku susah nk abaikan friendship macam orang lain..?
setiap perjumpaan pasti ada perpisahan, tapi bukan perpisahan sebgini yg aku inginkn..
seandainya dia tahu aku dh menganggap die sbgai ahli keluarga aku yg aku sayg..hmmm..

Ya Allah ampunilah dosa hambuMu ini..

another rough time in my life

macam mane nak kate kan ea..

hidup ini penuh dgn ujian.. ape yg kita harapkan tak semestinya kita akan dapat..

aku dah melalui 1 liku hidup yg sukar ketika ini..

pershbtan yg terjalin kini dh mula terputus benangnya sedikit demi sedikit..

aku berusaha untuk mengikatnya kembali, tapi apa kan daya.. hanya masa dan doa yg boleh menentukannya..

aku lemah apabila berdepan dgn situasi sebegini.. pikiran aq entah kemana.. 

senang citer hampir jadi mental lh.. someone told me that, kalau kita terlalu memikirkn seseorg yg xpedulikan kita tu is one of the stupid action. but aq tau die bukan mcam tu.. 

maybe one day.. 

one day we would be closed together again.. 

hoping to see those days pal..

=(

my feeling..

bila hati dah xtentu hala.. ape dalam kepala nie..?

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

haaa.. relief.. =)

2012 is here ^^

hey hey hey..
its new year again..
starting for now, angka umur aq yg depan takkan ade no '1' dah.. mula dengan '2' pulak untuk satu dekad nie..
wow.. dah 20 tahun aq hidup ek..
tua dah faqrul nie.. boleh buat anak sekarang.. oppss! lambat lagi lh..

well.. my new year resolution is.... nahhh!!! xnak citer pasal resolution lah..
aq lebih suka cerita "THE BEST THING HAPPENED IN 2011".
nak tau tak? i found my love one.. heehhee.. malu pulak nak citer..
 she is nice, kind hearted .. tuntasnya, she is the best for me.. cukup lengkap dalam hidup aku..
Allah swt betul2 dah berikan hidayah kat aku.. syukur sangat2.. hope dia lh jodoh aku.. amin.. =)

in the same time, aku fikir macam mane kita nak kekalkan hubungan nie sampai ke jinjang pelamin.. lama tu..6 tahun lagi.. hmm...

anyway, wish u guys out there HAPPY NEW YEAR