Best Hope

IM WEAK WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDSHIP.

2012-02-07T20:36:00.000-08:00

xkira macam mana pun aku nk sorokkan kesedihan ini, tapi ia mmg perit bagi aku untuk menerima seorang lagi shbat yg menganggap diri aku 'invisible'..
i tried to be fake that i wont care bout u anymore.. but im not that good enough to pretend someone that im not.
hari berganti hari..
aku berdoa agar persahabatan yg terjalin tidak akan putus. aku cuba untuk tabahkan hati ini untuk KUAT!
someone tell me what should i do?
knpa aku susah nk abaikan friendship macam orang lain..?
setiap perjumpaan pasti ada perpisahan, tapi bukan perpisahan sebgini yg aku inginkn..
seandainya dia tahu aku dh menganggap die sbgai ahli keluarga aku yg aku sayg..hmmm..

Ya Allah ampunilah dosa hambuMu ini..

another rough time in my life

2012-01-31T16:36:00.000-08:00

macam mane nak kate kan ea..

hidup ini penuh dgn ujian.. ape yg kita harapkan tak semestinya kita akan dapat..

aku dah melalui 1 liku hidup yg sukar ketika ini..

pershbtan yg terjalin kini dh mula terputus benangnya sedikit demi sedikit..

aku berusaha untuk mengikatnya kembali, tapi apa kan daya.. hanya masa dan doa yg boleh menentukannya..

aku lemah apabila berdepan dgn situasi sebegini.. pikiran aq entah kemana..

senang citer hampir jadi mental lh.. someone told me that, kalau kita terlalu memikirkn seseorg yg xpedulikan kita tu is one of the stupid action. but aq tau die bukan mcam tu..

maybe one day..

one day we would be closed together again..

hoping to see those days pal..

my feeling..

2012-01-24T04:37:00.000-08:00

bila hati dah xtentu hala.. ape dalam kepala nie..?

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

haaa.. relief.. =)

2012 is here ^^

2011-12-31T07:07:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey..
its new year again..
starting for now, angka umur aq yg depan takkan ade no '1' dah.. mula dengan '2' pulak untuk satu dekad nie..
wow.. dah 20 tahun aq hidup ek..
tua dah faqrul nie.. boleh buat anak sekarang.. oppss! lambat lagi lh..

well.. my new year resolution is.... nahhh!!! xnak citer pasal resolution lah..
aq lebih suka cerita "THE BEST THING HAPPENED IN 2011".
nak tau tak? i found my love one.. heehhee.. malu pulak nak citer..
she is nice, kind hearted .. tuntasnya, she is the best for me.. cukup lengkap dalam hidup aku..
Allah swt betul2 dah berikan hidayah kat aku.. syukur sangat2.. hope dia lh jodoh aku.. amin.. =)

in the same time, aku fikir macam mane kita nak kekalkan hubungan nie sampai ke jinjang pelamin.. lama tu..6 tahun lagi.. hmm...

anyway, wish u guys out there HAPPY NEW YEAR

Check out!

2011-12-28T00:40:00.000-08:00

tetiba dalam kepala nie terpikir sesuatu..
pernah tak terfikir bila kita terlalu rapat dengan seseorang akan buat kita jadi awkward@(kekok)?
kita sentiasa ade semasa die memerlukan bantuan.. masa die sakit...or masa die nak meluahkan perasaan..

yang menjadikan kita awkward maybe kita segan sangat kerana bnyak dah bantuan kita minta dari die..
mungkin...

obviously semua majority pun akan segan kn..
tapi, kalau aku pulak...
"saya ikhlas membantu tanpa meminta ape2 balasan."

u know what,
aku harap semua orang yang aku pernah tolong takkan segan dengan aku.. cause who know when i need help in future..?? rite..

SEORANG SAHABAT TIDAK MEMINTA SEBARANG BALASAN. -IKHLAS

Missing her badly

2011-12-13T09:08:00.000-08:00

Even though i felt angry with what you done to me.. but i still love you..
just hope you will come back to me..

MisS y0u!!

exposure to life 1

2011-10-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, its good not to know what people think bout us.

we are who we are.

NO one can make us change who we wanna be..

neither friends or anyone..

p/s : do what is good in life and life after.. ^^

2011-10-10T10:27:00.000-07:00

i feel so empty..
tonight, i feel so hollow..
start to move faqrul, take the next step..
you can leave them as u did before..
its OK to be a little selfish..

no one will care...

SERONOK

2011-09-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

tadi ade terbaca status FB kawan..
situasi seorang kawan sekolah lama yang skrang blajar di luar negara.. lebih spesifik ialah Cairo..
bukan calang2 orang leh belajar kat situ o...

anyway, i impress dgan cara perbualan diorang melalu FB status..
seorang sahabat yg nun jauh di luar negara sempat menanykan khabar kawan nya..
seronok bila ade orang yg ingat kat kita kan.. untunglah die tu.. ramai orang sayang.. hahaha =P

touching line: doa seorang sahabat tanpa pengetahuannya adalah doa yang makbul..**

nasihat dapat disampaikan walaupun dimana anda berada kan..

salute kat sahabat die tu..
renung2 kan lah all the readers.. ^^
adakah anda salah seorang dari orang yg dimentionkan nie??

It just the way to be.

2011-09-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

i don't understand why..
kenapa setiap kali ade perubahan pentadbiran mesti ade sesuatu yang baru.
samada ia yg baik atau buruk..

15 July 2011,
pentadbiran KMPh berubah.. masuk Timbalan Pengarah baru, P.P.HEP baru, Ketua2 Jabatan baru..
nasib Pengarah masih stay cool dengan ketampanannya.. =) abang Bie matrik lah katakan..

ape yang tak sedapnya, tetiba perubahan kehidupan matrik pahang bertukar dengan mendadak..
guess what, now KMPh dah xdek beza dengan sekolah berasrama. Balik umah sebulan sekali, outing sebulan sekali.. lebih teruk dari asrama penuh lagi.. at least asrama sekolah boleh outing 2 minggu sekali... semuanya berpunca dengan disiplin SEGELINTIR pelajar yg tidak memuaskan.

KOLEJ MATRIKULASI PAHANG = SEKOLAH BERASRAMA

????

ape keistimewaan matrik yang orang digah-gahkan?
program matrikulasi merupakan program pra-Universiti..
persediaan untuk ke universiti, termasuk dari segi mentality..
pelajar2 kat sini dah berumur 18 n 19 tahun.. kita boleh fikir baik dan buruk..
budak2 yang bermasalah tu dah memang sah-sah nak wat mende buruk, nasib dia lah.. nie nak libat kan semua pulak...

nak wat cam ne kan... dah masuk kandang kambing tu kenalah mengembek..
bak kata T.P yg baru: saya dah berpuluh tahun pengalaman dalam bidang pendidikan, saya tahu yang mana terbaik untuk anak2(pelajar) saya.
is it the best? matrik tekanan pelajaran tinggi, release tension dalam hutan je lah yew.. =P

***saya menulis blog nie cume nak meluahkan pendapat / persepsi saya.. well, saya berani menulis dan post kat sini sebab ini merupakan negara bebas(cyber world) bersuara kan pendapat. no heart feeling k . be professional. ^^

My Baju Raya 2011

2011-08-31T22:44:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

SERIBU KEMAAFAN DIPINTA BUAT MEREKA YANG MENGENALI DIRI INI.

MY no.111 POST

2011-08-23T17:29:00.000-07:00

pejam celik pejam celik dah 3 tahun aku berblog..
lama lah jugak kan..
macam-macam aku dapat dari berblog nie..

tetiba hari ni nk update dalam bahasa melayu plak.. secara overall blog aku berkisahkan tentang aku dan kawan2... bila overview balik semua post aku.. terasa klakar plak.. boleh nampak perubahan yang aku lalui, dari seorang yang berkebudak-budakan sampai skrang..masih budak lagi.. hehehe XP
come on la faqrul.. u already 19.. dah makin meningkat umor nie, fikiran pun kenalh selaras ngan umur kan. huuhuu..

post yang ke 111: what should i talk about??? ape kata aku perkenalkan blog aku semula.. hahaha..
BestHope: kenapa aku memilih best hope. sebab, i have a dream to make people around me happy.. tak suka sad2.. aq jenis susah kalau kawan aku dalam masalah.. dia punya masalah, aku plak yang terlebih memikirkannya.. aku cuma fikirkan macam mana nak kembalikan senyuman diorang.. Aku ikhlas membantu orang2 disekeliling aku.. perkara yang boleh wat aku senang ialah bila tgok diorang happy n senyum.. =)

next, dalam sejarah penulisan blog aku nie...aku mencari seorang sahabat yang boleh kekal bersahabat hingga akhir hayat.. seorang yang sanggup bantu aku tika susah, menasihatkan aku.. yang most important ialah IKHLAS/SINCERE.. that is the key to be true friends.. pernah dengar tak lagu true friends from miley cyrus.. aku nk sangat ade seorang yang macam tu.. rasanya dah jumpe kot sorang nie.. tapi entahlah.. i saw something that nobody can see inside of that person.. anyway, kita tgok je lah sampai bila persahabatan nie boleh bertahan.. ^^

anyway, thanks to all viewers yang sudi singgah ke blog aku tak seberapa nie.. huhuu.. merendah diri sehh..
sebelum aku tamatkan post nie aku tinggalkan lirik lagu TRUE FRIENDs tuk korang sume.. ^^

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me, you've got my back
So good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
'Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend

HUUUU!!!! RAYA IS NEAR!

2011-08-18T17:46:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day in matrix before Hari RAYA!
semangat RAYA getting nearer~~~~
huuhuuuuu~~~
2nd year puasa in matrix..
OMG~~~~~
i can't think of anything than balik kampung n beraya.. heheheh!!!
anyway, I wish all of u Selamat menamatkan hari BERPUASA dengan SEMPURNA n SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA!!

seribu kemaafan ku pohon kepada semua family2 yang disayangi... pensyarah2 matrikulasi, kawan2..sahabat2...rakan2...makcik2 cleaner...n every single person on this earth... SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
jemput ke rumah raya nanti.. ^^

KHALID

2011-08-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

PAST FEW YEARS.. I've been thinking to have a little brother to be loved..
and now i have it.. a person who lack of family love and had been sent to orphanage..
last friday, me with a group of KMPh student went to permata camar orphanage..
we had a great time spending time with the unlucky child.. There i found a person that make me impress..
a standard 5 boy speak mandarin.. WHOAH... from there i start to ask him lot of question..=)

Khalid..at first sight i think that i've seen his face before..

He had been live in Permata Camar orphanage for past 6 month.. his dream is to be 'tentera laut'.. ^^

i hope that i can give the love that he need..

feel so great to do something good.. ^^

im tired.. don't u?

2011-08-04T04:10:00.000-07:00

seorang yg digelar sahabat hingga akhirat

2011-07-22T18:47:00.000-07:00

Bertemu tanpa dijangka,

sekilas pandang, seperti telah lama mengenali dirinya..

senang untuk aku mencerita segala permaslahan hidupku kepadanya..

sahabat,

itu gelaran yang paling sesuai untk mu..
walaupun berbagai perselisihan faham serta pertelingkahan,

aku tetap sayangi mu wahai sahabat.

kekadang kerana mulut badan binasa,

tetapi aku yakin kita akan kekal sebagai sahabat hingga akhir hayat.

tidak menjadi bebanan untuk aku membantu mu tika susah,

begitu jua kamu...

seribu kemaafan ku pohon atas khilaf ku ini,

moga persahabatan kita akan terus utuh dan erat.

SALAM PERSAHABAT. =)

STOP!

2011-07-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

FAQRUL!!

you are not in ur quot..
Open wide ur eyes..!
please step in the reality..
NO MORE DREAMZZZzzz...

what had i done to myself...OMG~

where is the real faqrul????

getting lazier day by day..

STOP from rest faqrul~

Put on ur speed..

getting 4.0 is the only target in matriculation!

argghhh~~~~

EMERGENCY ALERT!! someone please wake me up from this dream.. never let it control my mind.. huuuhuu..

Majlis Aprisiasi X-PDT 2010/2011

2011-07-01T18:31:00.000-07:00

many obstacle that we had faced..
but at last it was a success.. although it just a short and simple event it is a credit for us..
from other people view they will think that: chehhh... baru event kecik nie nak bangga..
its wrong. we had plan this for so long.. because of unpredictable obstacle that we need to faced..
from the date setting, place setting, cooperation from the college and most biggest problem is budget..
thumbs up to all committee member and thank for those who are willing to help us.
* although there is a slightly problem night be4 the event that made some of the student decide to not attend that event, i understand how u feel.. no one would be happy after we try to make good deed but get bad response from others.. i truly apologize.
i feel bad when although one in a thousand people who are not happy under the event that i handle.. i want everybody to be happy.
i hope that this crisis wont be repeated again in the future..
last and not least. tQ everybody.. JOB WELL DONE!

unpredictable moment.

2011-05-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

today first day of new semester class.. already attend chemistry practical and tutorial, computer science lecture, physics lecture and math tutorial..
the most scary class i attend today is math tutorial..
when the teacher entered the class with her tired face after taking stairs to 3rd floor..uuhhh..then with her serious look..wow.. very strong fierce face.. not even a person dare to answer her greetings..
she took a seat and start calling the problems students..:kenapa nama kamu ada kandang babi(#) kat belakang?
huuu..
my heart start pumping very fast.. OMG~ this teacher really make me shaky..
after she said out all the rules for being in her math class..she asked to introduce our self.. i sat behind.. waiting for my turn to stand..she asked so many question bout my friends background and previous SPM result and Final Exam result..
huuuuhhh..is my turn to voice out..
as i stand..
the teacher said: u look like a model..
huuh.. she knew me i think.. but my heart still pumping high..
and here i go.. : nama saya ......bllaaa...........(continue)
she asked my previous school. and i answered SMK Tanah Putih..
SMKTP??? u meant chinese school? u can speak in chinese? u can read?
she exited to know more bout me..uurrhhh..

i think i will be ok with this class in the future.. first impression for teacher really important.. hopefully i can do well.. wish me luck u guys out there.. =)

New fresh day in matrix

2011-05-27T17:42:00.000-07:00

Saturday morning...
Almost everyone is sleeping rite now..
I still laying in my bed updating my blog..
Wahhh.. Remember that lazy song from radio: "today i dont feel lile doing anything.. Ijust want to lay in my bed..."
Lol
Yesterday evening my new timetable had release, kinda pack. Hope i can do well in this semester..
Wanna go back this afternoon, pay my broadband and phone bill.. Oh ya.. Stationary and a bunch of file.. Wondering where is all my file gone... Hmmm..
Should i call my cousin or take a bus to town today..

wow...

2011-05-26T01:05:00.000-07:00

i can see how exhausted they are after back from orientation.. pity them..
lucky im still on MC..
well..tomorrow is the last day for orientation..
im so lucky to fell sick on orientation week.. wuhhoooo....~~~

if you failed to plan than u planed to fail

2011-05-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

i will lend you my hand.

2011-05-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

whenever u need help,

i will always be here to help you..

although u are not my siblings, i can't see you my friend in trouble.

sleep my friend..release all ur stress.. good night..

stay on the stuff u know

2011-05-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

had been thinking lately.

i felt that im doing something that waste my life time and day after my life.

i should change way of life, start from my habit....yup..!

errmmmm...

what should i be doing ??

question in my head....huh~

all i need to do is all based on sunnah and Quran..

here we go..

a word for myself:

i've grown up.. can think more mature.. don't waste my life anymore..

nak tanya..nak tanya..

2011-05-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

next week going back to matrik.. huuuuu~~
so i check out wall UNIT HEP KMPH facebook..
WOW~
nak tanya..
nak tanya..
nak tanya..
so many question from the coming new matrix students asking question that can consider as silly..
from the shoes till classes.. every single details they ask.
some tips for u guys: less asking and more listening..
hahaha XD
wondering why last year students never ask those type of question..
it really makes me laugh hilariously..xp
anyway,
wishing the new comers will be cool with us (senior)..

2 weeks to go.

2011-05-10T05:36:00.000-07:00

hi again to my readers..
you all are awesome. thanks for stepping by here to read my blog.

2 weeks more, then will start my study freak life..
matriculation, im coming back as ur seniore (senior)..hehehe..
miss my friends in matrics, my roommate, classmate, including the time rushing in the morning to the class. funny memories..

well,
now going to step new semester. wondering......is it going better or worse..
are we going to share the room together as last time..? or someone new that gonna share with me.. hiash..
well..hope everything cool.. like my friends always said to me " BUAT RELAX SUDAH~~"
hahaha =)

but definitely something will change..haish.. will she troubles me in matric??? arghh..hope not. wish that she could learn how to live independently.

what i wish for my coming roommate won't change.. cause i love them so much.. they rock! hahhaah
anep~ u must sleep beside me, cause i wont sleep well without u snoring every night..hahaha use to it.
hisyam~ pelik if he is not in the same room as me.. maybe easier for others to track fakhrul or faqrul..heheh
syafiq~ always make my life menyusahkan..hahaha.. keep it on, cause im going to miss u..

MATRIK.. we going to crash into pieces .

not to meet the human expectation.

2011-05-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

dont make urself a fool.
never do the things that u can't do..
don't embarrass urself to show that u can !
stop all the nonsense to crack in front of human..

we do this because of ALLAH, not for human.

Cameron Highlands.

2011-05-08T03:20:00.000-07:00

its really a great trip..hahaha..

enjoy the beautiful view in Cameron Highlands..

went there with kimi(rapong) my matrix friend. paid a visit at syafiq house in tanah rata, Cameron Highland.

is his birthday on that day, so we plan to go there on his birthday.. plan to give him a surprise.. but halfway we scared lost then need to call syafiq ..LOL. is not a surprise anymore..

Cactus at Strawberry Farm while eating strawberry ice-cream..

Bee Farm

what a green place.. owhh..

wish that my house is here.. Calm..

colorful flower..

surely im going back to Cameron Highlands.. love it.. ^^

Happy Mother's Day.

2011-05-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

wish happy mother day to all mothers on this earth..

First ever bird-bird.

2011-05-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

This is my first ever Bird-bird that i caught using the doll machine at Capcom.. LOL

since small till now, the first ever leh..

We Are The World 25 For Haiti - Official Video

2011-05-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

This song make my tears drop.

Feeling so lucky today ^^

2011-05-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

do u wanna know why i feel so happy today?

hehehe (segan plak nak cerita)..

today i went out with a friend of mine at Kuantan Parade,

well its been awhile i haven't meet her..

we had a sweet chat accompany with her other friends..

just met bout less than an hour then her friend need to make a move.

before we left,

we went to CapCom,

feel wanna test to play that 'doll machine'.

i bought 5 tokens to play it..

1st token tried to caught chipmunk bear but FAILED.

2nd token also chipmunk and FAILED.

3rd token tried to caught Angry Bird,

we caught it!

But....

halfway ..DUM... FAILED..

4th token ! FAILED!

and the last Token..

"I had a feeling that another angry bird keep catching my eyes.."

so i bring that clips to that angry bird doll..

GRAB IT..

TOOK IT Up..

DRAG TO THE box..

WALAH~~~

i caught it..

YEAH~~~

so happy,

and i gave that angry bird to her..

she very happy receive that bird..hahaha

sweet, so sweet.. LOL

i went back with a smile..

ps: din't have the chance to take a picture of that bird...

put a smile on ur face =)

2011-05-01T01:39:00.000-07:00

no matter what u said to me i just can

SMILE

POST OFFICE !

2011-04-30T00:04:00.000-07:00

today i went to the post office to buy RM20 postal and "pos laju" envelope. it really troublesome.
can u imagined in a small branch post office that consist 5 service counter would make me headache.. hrrr..

the thing start when i take number and wait for my turn. ~2015 counter 5,~ "saya nak beli wang pos RM20." the person in charged replied me saying that u press the wrong number.
Ok fine, i wait some more.
~4015 counter 3,~
"saya nak beli wang pos RM20 dan sampul pos laju." another person replied me, "awak kena pergi counter 1 atau 2, ikut suka hati awak nak pegi kat kakak tu atau abang tu."
fine, i still have my patient.
"akak, wang pos Rm20 and sampul pos laju satu." she gave me what i needed but...." sampul pos laju??"
awak kena pergi KAUNTER 5.."

WHAT???
"tak payah lah menyusahkan sangat.."

what kind of 'convenient' service they give me.. hurh!
Pejabat Pos Bukit Ubi! Thank You!!!

i left that post office and bought 'pos laju' envelope at another store.

InsyaAllah

2011-04-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

feeling like shout out what in my mind rite now..

memendam perasaan daripada dikuasai nafsu syaitan. Kuatkn iman. InsyaAllah.. kembali ke pangkal jalan. itulah yg seelok-eloknye..

im not worry who is my life partner is, cause i knew that Allah will not give what we want but Allah will give what we NEED. If she is the one, then u must believe that is the best choice of yours that God bestow for u.. insyaAllah~ ^^

single but not available!

2011-04-24T19:51:00.000-07:00

what is better?

2011-04-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

hidup ini jangan pentingkn diri sendiri. kan bagus kalau kita berada di landasan yg betul. cakap pasal cintan-cintun..eeeiihhh~~ nak cakap pun salah, taknak cakap pun salah. diluar mati mak, didalam mati bapak..ape2 pun yg halal tetap halal dan haram tetap haram...huhuhu..
sebab ape aku berkata begitu, aku juga manusia biasa yang penuh dgan kelemahan.. tiada manusia yang perfect atas muka bumi nie.. tiada seorang pun pada zaman sekarang yang takde dosa. setuju?

serba ringkas untuk berkongsi pendapat aku.. cukup lh sekadar kita berkawan rapat dengan pasangan masing2.. tak perlu lh ade definisi couple bagi kita orang islam.. cube kita sume bayangkan............jikalau dia memang jodoh kita, tak payah risau lh..msuk minang trus kahwin.. kita wajib percaya pada kuasa ALLAH SWT.. adew sebab ALLAH menguji kita. dengan perasaan cinta yang diberi.ALLAH TAKKAN BERI APE YG KITA HENDAK< TETAPI ALLAH AKAN BERI APA YG KITA PERLU. TUJUAN UTAMA ALLAH berikan perasaan cinta kepada kita, jgan salah faham, mengikut fahaman yg boleh dipercayai: allah kurniakan perasaan cinta kepada manusia adalah untuk belajar bagaimana perasaan menyintai dan dicintai agar kita boleh aplikasi ke dalam jiwa kita untuk menyintai ALLAH SWT.. aku pegang dengan kate2 tu..

kalau kita menyayangi seseorang itu, sanggup kh kamu melihat dia menderita? aku tak sanggup menahan legakan api neraka pada suatu mase akan datang.. tak nak tangan dia kena bakar akibat aku pegang tangan die.. huhuu.. XSNGGUP.. pernah aku bace cerpen di FB, menyentuh perasaan sungguh..

nak citer panjang lagi.. kalau nak dengar pendapat dari saudara yg lemah ini tinggal2 kn lah comment.. support sikit..hehehe.. anyway, aku tinggalkn persoalan dlm diri pembaca blog ini: "Siapa yg berhak untuk kita cintai?.." fikir2 kn lah.. ^^
aku bukan lh manusia yang baik, tetapi cume ingin berkongsi pendapat aku agar dapat memberi pesan kepada diri sendiri dan sahabat di luar sana.. bersamalh kita tegur-menegur iyew..hehe

SHUSHI DAY. (^_^) t

2011-04-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

THANKS A LOT TO NURSHA AZIAN.. she sacrifice her 3 month in PLKN just to treat me and family Shushi..hahhaha XD

ACCENT

2011-04-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to a movie with my 2 sister.. "The LAST Dragon".
at first i though is a Chinese movie, but its modern movie in English..XD..
totally being cheated by the title, that is why read the description of the movie before watch it..hehehehe..
the story is about an ancient Chinese Dragon that had lost the powerful Pearl..
i don't really want to tell about the movie, if u wanna know just go to the nearest Cinema..heheheh (^_^)V .. watch by urself k.. not a bored movie but its worth to enjoy spending time with ur friends or family..
what i attracted to talk about this movie is the chinese girl accent in english make me feel~~ impressive.. wow, wish i could talk like that. even the chinese girl can fluently using american language.. why can't other people right..^^

got new target for coming new sem..

2011-04-12T03:36:00.000-07:00

argghhh~~~i too exited to continue my study...
NEED TO ACHIEVED THAT TARGET SO BADLY... i wanted that so much... NEED PUT MY UP MOST EFFORT ON IT.... MAY GOD BLESS ME..hehehe..

SanggupKah??

2011-03-28T20:28:00.000-07:00

jikalau perhubungan kita ini penuh dengan pancaroba.. sanggupkah awak?
-Sanggup saya tempuhi demi kebahagian hidup yang satu.

kadang2 bila fikirkan kembali, kisah hidup saya macam dalam drama plak..hehehe..
"saya mengharapkan awak."
seronok apabila pasangan kita berkata demikian..hidup dgn penuh harapan cahaya HIDAYAH..^^

walaupun masih jauh menanti masa yg ITU.. tak salah kan merancang masa akan datang..
manusia hanya mampu merancang tetapi yg pasti qada' dan qadar telah pun tertulis.. if there are no boundaries, my wish is to be with you. ^^

fashion show @ Megamall Kuantan

2011-03-28T00:01:00.000-07:00

get an offer for style walk fashion show.. great day..
26th March 2011

27th March 2011

TQ for the sponsor MaX hairstylist.. ^^

can't wait for next week coming show.. see u all there. ^^

HOLIDAY

2011-03-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

hello my blog follower...
thanks for ur time to see whats im up to in my life.. ^^
really appreciate..

finally end of my first year matriculation program..
now i at home planning what to do for my 2 month holiday..
i just get offer to attend 4 event fashion show.. that is every saturday and sunday night this week and next week.. just a small event.. promoting traditional batik..

get to rest my mind from touching any books for two month..
huhuuuhu.. great !!

one thing to share with u guys out there:-
- don't hope for something that u already knew u wont get it.. keep on with ur life, dun think for the things that really have no benefits for u.. beside wasting ur time and make ur heart going crazy, just be cool and try to make urself happy with doing something u feel good.. hehehe ^^

be silence at a time.

2011-03-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

past few days i had a talk with one of my roommate in matrix..
seeing him just like a normal happy goal lucky person. but i knew that if he too hyper must be something not right with him.. so i asked him...
but HAMPEH~~~ he is not a person that can tell anyone bout his personal feeling.. a little bit 'terasa'..hahaha..
but from other point of view, his so cool with him self .. no one really know what relationship he and his GF..
Don't want to talk bout his personal..
what i trying to deliver in this post is, i respect the way his ways of thinking.. never share useless things with his friends.. those useless are: family background, relationship, problems, or what so ever that may make people around him feel worried..
one more thing i can't stand with him is, if he sick he wont take any medicine or seek for a doctor.. i as his roommate can't just watch my friend like a dead fish rite..
anyway, i hope that he could change his attitude of being so secretive..not that i wanted to force him said everything i wanna know..nehh~~~ just care for a friend..LOL

EXAm is coming... got to move in speed .. ^^ wish me luck

19th BirTHdaY!

2011-03-09T02:05:00.001-08:00

yoy.. is my birthday.. YEAH!! 19th y/o.
this year celebration is the most happening.. sharp 12 o'clock.. my roommate threw rotten eggs at me.. my whole body smell eggs.. then i went to the toilet to wash it off.. others friend came and throw me more eggs...yucks... plus chillies water and flour.. owh.. disgusting ..
but is the most happening birthday celebration for me..

in the afternoon while having physics lecture, another surprise came... the whole people in that big lecture hall sang birthday song for me and my two other friends.. hahaha.. AWKWARD ..^^
gave a speech on my birthday wish.. what i wish for this year?? speechless ... cause to surprise with all the surprises.. just wish to do my best for coming final exam..

after physic lecture, i went to met a special person of mine.. hehehe3.. otw to meet her, a group of my friend threw flour towards me.. all my face are in white include my black adidas beg.. hmm... ate a lot of flour that day..hahaha3..
that special person gave me a cute cake for me.. she shock when sees me all in white.. hilarious.. feel so great to have her..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..... ^^

Jealousy

2011-03-06T05:54:00.000-08:00

what happened to me today??
owkey.. today a feeling that been gone for quite sometimes came again...
arghh~~
feel so jealous with their past relationship.. after i knew their past, now i doubting myself.. Am i deserved to be love by you?
maybe i think too much.
after all, its still past.. past never gonna come back..
now in presence and future, i will make she happy so do I..
Insyaallah..
hopefully my relationship this time will last long till the end.. Amin ^^

TEST

2011-03-03T18:39:00.000-08:00

testing 1,2,3...
test test..
dont u feel annoying when the person that in-charged PA system keep repeating those words..
hurh~~~ people can't barely to think straight when they keep repeating those words.. TEST TEST..

same goes to my life. today i had took science computer test.. need to study..
what make me annoyed is i can't think straight.. my head "sakit" o~~~
its already been 3 days having this sickness.. FEVERING rite now.. i din put a damn on that test today.. answer only simple question that i can do..
2hours test i make it in just 30min.. then , asked lecturer permission to take a rest in my room..

fever fever please go away.. those TEST getting nearer day by day.. T.T

update time..^^

2011-03-01T21:19:00.000-08:00

update time..
"faqrul! when u gonna update ur blog???"
my friend shouted at me like i kill his cat cause din't update my blog.. hahaha.. XD

how to start..
well, im still in matriculation.
now im preparing for my Final Exam on 21 March if im not mistaken..
tmrw is pre-Final Exam test.. now get sick.. stomachache hurh..
need to burn midnight-oil tonight to catch up everything..
all need to do in SPEED..

while im writing this blog, I still waiting for my mom fetch me to go seek for a doctor.
its already 1.00pm..

special person came and knock into my life again..shes so sweet..
i cant describe how good she is.. but what important is we both in this together..

STOP!
think bout my coming exam first.. 20days to go.. FINAL EXAM IS COMING..

now having difficulties in computer science subject to write a program..
need to get it sharp before the day after tmrw..^^

ENJOYING MY HAPPY LIFE.

new change should it be OK?

2011-01-11T02:47:00.000-08:00

should give it a try..
1.stop from modelling for this couple of years unless high payment..heheheh..
2.reject all the acting offer..for my own sake..
3.think bout myself before helping others..
4.less talking shit.
5.behave attitude
6.gentle to everyone.

fucking bored!

2011-01-05T05:50:00.000-08:00

in such a sudden, i change to uncontrolled person...
just said what ever i wanna said, do what ever i wanna do. Awkward~~ no one stop me from doing something stupid. hurh~
well, at least i know that u care for me..^^
sharing mean caring.. <3

NEver ask for what reason?

2011-01-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

u never know why i get angry ...
u never know me at all i think...
at least ask me dude...

U wanna know what happen to me???
U wanna KNOW???
I 'LOST' HER in my life...
I lost the most important person that gave birth to me..
did anyone care how this feeling..
for many years now i know that she never wanted me...
GOD!! I HATE TO BE HATED...
thats y i need u.. but u never understand..
SHIT THE PROMISE WE MADE!!!

FUCK MY LIFE!!! THE beginning of fucking New Year!!

NEW YEAR

2010-12-31T17:40:00.000-08:00

HOLA everyone~~~
Happy New Year! this is my first blog for this year. lets us talk about new resolution for this year. WHAT IS MY RESOLUTION??
heheheh~~~~ mine is simple, to have a happy life and make people around me happy: to make my mom and family proud of me, to make my friends feel pleasure to have a friend like me.
easy rite..hehehhe

what happen to last year resolution? i think i had achieved it..^^ a thing that i cant share it to public.

its new year dude, everything is new.. said bye to 2010 a year that never come again, should 2010 friend also be forgotten ? Maybe Angel is rite, i deserve someone better as my friend^^

ENJOY YOUR NEW YEARD!!

The one and only

2010-11-17T05:43:00.000-08:00

look above and see the sky so great.
is great as memories, the memories that we made.
i see your hand holding mine,
and but is your smile...fazing to end....

i see the star that change the way you love,
the promises we had, had blown into the wind.
is so much that i can even down my reflection...
im not even mind..!

baby, your the only one for me,
believing you have change the world that i know not easy for me.

truly, your the only one for me,
i shout out to the world to said I Love You
and i really do.

baby i can't love you more than this.

maybe i can love you more than this..

RAYA AGAIN

2010-11-16T04:23:00.000-08:00

MISS U SO MUCH.. CAN U COME BACK TO COOK FOR US.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................MISSING U GRANDMA.................................................................................

misunderstanding

2010-11-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

just now me and my friend having misunderstanding between each other. luckily this misunderstanding din took so long that may break our friendship.. base on past friendship, until now its still can't be solve .. haiz.. i really scare if i loose one more best friend.. thanks for being my friend..

Dear Reader's...

2010-10-26T02:33:00.000-07:00

start with 'salam' and end with 'salam'..
this few days i keep listen to rumors from others about 2D13 and 2D14 class.
what exactly is happen..?
i just knew that BLOG also a matter to be discuss in meeting..WOW! is it wrong??
NOPE...
to 'those secrete readers' from the college ... i openly to said SORRY if what i've wrote on this blog may hurts ur feeling.. assalamualaikum..

feeling

2010-10-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

miss does time..
at this time in the past, i will sure deadly find a way to make her surprise.. but now im so hollow ..
past is past...

1 ,2 , 3~~

2010-09-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

lets go everyone...
1,2,3 and...
OMG!! so pack now day schedule.. help me!! im stuck.!

1 month to go~ US (Ujian Semester)
need to get what i've target~ hehehe 4.0..
hope can do so..

while im writing this blog.. my science computer lecture in front handling topic review..
azwan~~azwan~~~ so bad now hooo!!!

kinda miss my home now..although can go home every week but still miss it..wakakak XD

chemistry
math
physic
science computer

arghghh~~~
sorry guys!! got to go now..^^
keep update my blog k.. bye bye!!

Ready..Get set...! (??)

2010-09-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

im ready... full with passion .. to do what i need to do.. but,
why every time i well prepared but din move as i planed?? i wanted gain my weight, till now no action. i wanted get the best result in studies, still noob. Please... i wanted be what i want to be ... im too weak..
i need strength to build back my strength.. like previous there are moral support from strangers that had change me.. now i want find back the'stranger' who can make me GO!!
so READY...GET SET...GO!

tired..

2010-09-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

school in puasa month so tired.. can't handle my routine like i plan to...
next week raya liao lu~~~ till now i still dunno how to get back to my pa hometown.. SHIT~~! i plan to rent a car ..
see what gonna happen lo..
this year my baju raya white in colour.. so 'suci' and 'murni'.. can't wait raya coming..
but at the same time.. my U.S is coming.. argghhhh~!!! exam again.. can't stand this pressure..

may u rest in peace...

2010-07-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

its been 40 days.. but still i feel u always near me..

learning is easy!!

2010-07-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

its been two days i din updated my blog..^^ well im being so busy yesterday and too tired till cant think wat to do..hehhe. anyway i will tell u what i meant by 'learning is easy'. past few weeks i being so busy studying for my pre-test , and the result is satisfied.. i can improve more if i want to..

after this need to complete my chemistry tutor.. need to pass up tomorrow.. aiduii.. pity me lo.. dunno can sleep or not today.. tomorrow nite need to go home cause the next morning need to go back hometown.. well its been 40 days the 'late' pass away.. miss her so much..T.T

bored blog...(sorry)

2010-07-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

ho!ho!ho!
new day and brand new attitude..
walauweyy~~~
today go survey new laptop and i choose to listen two my pal suggestion that is buy dell laptop.. red in colour leh...kinda huge 16'9inch...

how my days go through today..? morning went to my mom friend marriage ceremony then go ECM to see the laptop.. need to change new laptop cause my own netbook not enough space to do my task..T.T
my mom and me went to furniture store to look out for our new cushion for coming raya..so difficult to choose between red colour or black colour.. so we go back and think which one is better..

tonight talk to someone special..lucky that nothing happen between us..ehehhe.. after that i see my mustache grow too long so i ask my mom help to pull it out one by one..huuuhuuu.. so pain leh..but is better than i shave it..^^ after that having supper with family...so yummy my mom made chicken egg soup.. next, time for me do some revision. took out my math tutor exercise and do some qubic equation..feeling so tired, i said good nite to my sis and went to my room to updated this blog..
kinda boring rite today blog..cause im too sleepy to write it..so sorry for those who are reading this.. i promise will make my blog writing more interesting to read..^^

To write blog as my routine ..

2010-07-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

heluu heluu heluu~~~!!!
im back and want to active in writing my blog..

today what happen to me..??
hmm... should be sad cause i went to Gambang clinic.. hhoohhooo!! what happen to me!! nothing serious just migraine due to lack of sleep.. in that case i feel relief cause get medical cert for not attending today class... but what i did after that is continue watching korea drama: 'heart beat'..hehehe.. wanna know what that drama was about..? maybe next time la..hehehe.. cause still catching that drama..

afternoon i went for chemistry test..damn!! forgot jor the definition for element and compound. but overall is ok la..^^ in the evening i called my mom to fetch me home cause is weekend i prefer to rest at home sweet home without having any tense in my mind.. what make it sweet is i close my phone cause dun want anyone disturb me..hehehe..
sorry for those who cant call me ..^^ (need some space.)

tomorrow going to but new laptop .. can't wait..^^
wait for my next blogspot~~~~~~~~~~~

cant stand those lecturer ~~

2010-07-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

hmm.. how to start this time post...
ok.. how bout SHIT U!!!

come on la my most respect lecturer in KMPh.. i know u all are a normal human being..
but please be mature more... dun simply simply merajuk like budak umur belasan tahun lo..
haiz.........

just now chemist lecture..just one hour class then go like that without saying anything..at least said class dismiss or what so ever..
if u really cant stand giving lecture why want to do so..?
i really respect all the teachers and lecture..

FOR MY OPINION: as a human that can think wise..
u are the lecture..lecture is a great job and the most 'murni' job in the world..
if it is a job, please be more professional in ur profession .. dont because of the student dont listen to ur lecture u want to merajuk.haiz... poor for me and those other student want to study.. please be professional teacher..

my secret is no more secret..

2010-06-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

welcome everyone to my blog..hahahha!!!

what happened today...??!?

make it short and simple...

my uncle knew everything already what happen to me past three month..

since it is my secret, so it must be bad things happen when one secret had been exposed!!

of cause I've been scold lo..haiz..

but Im happy cause my uncle said: why din u tell me everything, i will support u two..hahahaha!!

so glad that he din angry so long..hahahhh~~~

tonight, my angel text me and said that my bus terlepas liao..

haiyoo~~ so careless la .. need buy next bus to get hometown..

and her roommate bu shuang liao lo..

luckily that i settle dy.ahahaha

1 more thing, how im going to fetch them at station bus at 1 am...

haiz..

need to beg my grandpa to let me his car ....

gtg now.. see u all.. ^^

SO SUDDEN..

2010-05-23T09:28:00.000-07:00

So sudden , in the middle when i'm sleeping something crossed my mind. Now time showed 12.30am .. what the thing so important that i can't wait till tomorrow update. Past two days i keep thinking what had i done wrong towards my friends?... no ark!! nothing wrong.. the wrong is me, im the one whose were wrong all the way..

haiz.. cannot be to close to a friend..huh! scare her's BF jealous.. OMG! and his still owe me an apology..

another one leh, never been happy when i came to his house.. ==

Sick of all this.. GOD! please let me out from this FRIENDSHIP!

so now, i have to change. situation one: dont bother bout her already as her BF want to.

situation 2: just ignore him and dun even bother to care bout his feeling..

IF THIS WHAT A GOOD FRIEND THUS, I WILL DO IT..

AND I WILL DO IT WITH MY HAPPY FACE ^^.. even thought my heart was hurt to have such a friends.. =_=

It's ok anyway, cause i'm moving to new world at all.. UiTM, i'm coming..

maybe that time i will forget bout them as well..

hope everything get better..

miss someone really important once~~~

2010-05-19T20:28:00.000-07:00

In that short time knowing each other, he made me think out of the box. He totally had change me in real life. too many things he had tough me, giving advice and advice. scold me when im make a mistake. he the one who always support me when i in critical health stage. He made me change my mind to fight for life, move on to a new life with stronger person to be. LIEW, in real life u made me a different person. you had been a good friend to me. helping me all the time. and at last i screw up. because of my mistake that i made , i had ruin the best friendship ever in my life..

after i loose that friendship, i tried to find new friendship and to build it back as last time; sharing memory together, hang-out together and more... but NO, till now i still can't find the true friendship like before. i miss every single memory being with u guys: kek, liew, jentin...

KEK u are the best! i hope to be friend with u again in the future. hope u can forgive and forget our past experience. u must be wonder why u are my best friend last time, this is because u made me reflect myself from the past. ur attitude are same like me before..^^ but that not the only reason , the best things from u is u are sincere and honest to me.

WHERE can i find the next liew and kek?

no one can replace u guys..

Jentin , u are the closest friend i ever had.. you dare to share with me every single things in ur life and u help me so much to overcome my past.. ^^ and i love u so much.. although we still contact each other, i just want u to remember 永远（forever 5s3）. this song will always be remember for life. this is the time we had an argument. and did u remember i cant performed this song with u guys. hahahaha!! but i still sing with u guys at the supporter sit..^^

why suddenly so many things to said bout past...@@!``1!!

and once again the time had past. my English teacher did mention to me. Mr.See; times will cure all wounds..

'Sorry' this word wont change the past but i really hope that there is a miracle happen in this relationship to keep it on forever..

hmmm.. really hope that we can get back like before.. miss u all so much.

Suddenly......

2010-04-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

dunno y.. suddenly i feel like want a little brother or sister.. i want to protect them, care bout them and love them.. i want a baby that i can teach 123, abc and know the world. Make them happy and choose the best for them.

WOW! why i start thinking like a father.. No~~ is too early for this think! not because i want have sex... but i want to care a person that i can love as a brother.. ^^

I'm 18

2010-03-08T16:47:00.000-08:00

i had celebrate my birthday last night..

i should be happy when celebrate it, but why it doesn't feel like that..?

anyway,happy birthday to me..

is my birthday! is my birthday! yeah~~!

THE LIFE

2010-03-05T18:37:00.000-08:00

sometimes i feel very funny.. i just noticed that my life really interesting. the way i think and the way the others think is not the same... why i said it is funny, people hate when having problem, but not me.. i feel like problems is a part of my life.. without problems, there is no life, and we learn nothing in life if we not facing the real world..

we need to be independence .. learn everything.. be brave..

no matter how big the problem is , there is one thing that i learn before but i still done it again.. i've been told from my previous experience, "don't be too good to friend's" i even told myself i hate having best friend cause in the end, there are nothing you get..==

what am i stupid,...! now no one can see how much i hate it... hmm... only one..: PEOPLE CHANGE, JUST EITHER CHANGE TO GOOD OR BAD...'

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME~~!!

2010-02-18T18:31:00.000-08:00

last time my friend told me that blogger is not the place for me to shout out my bad feeling.. at first i agree with it but after i think it back..this is the only place i feel calm when wrote it down..

what happen to me this time?

i think too much..thats is my problem..why must i care bout them??! argghhh~~~ lately i attend some of my friends sweet 18th birthday party.. some are enjoy and some are very boring.. sorry for me to be honest, it maybe hurt someone feeling, but that is the truth.. something happen on one of my friend de birthday party.. am i wrong to care a person? just care as a friend..nothing more than that.. maybe from his side, he will think that i trying to took advantage...sorry to said, im not the kind of friend..

i really hope he can open wide his eyes and see the real me..if this keep continue to happen, i better step back..

on the other side, i have a joy day yesterday with some friends playing bowling..and guess what the first time i throw basketball get 300points. that is the highest in my record..hahax..XP

2010

2010-01-02T07:36:00.001-08:00

this is my first blog for the year 2010...

at the eve of new year i saw my friend post really silly:

good bye 2009,

welcome 2010,

dont come 2012...

hahhaha..zadao..xp

the movie 2012 really influence people life..

is it the movie going to come true ??!##@

what ever happen in the future is not our power to control..

so no need so pening to think bout it..

for now, we must keep moving forward =.=

hehehe, am i rite?

new year eve i with my friends celebrate new year countdown at Berjaya Megamall..

the night is really happening after one of my friend start perform shuffle dance in the middle of megamall hall..

can you imagined thousand of eye focusing on my friend shuffle..hehehe

but not just him la...some of other talent shuffle show their talent..ehehe

you all want to know what is in my mind now...

i also have no idea what am i thinking..hehehe

i just want to enjoy for these few day before start working with my uncle as driving instructor..

future planning//!@##@@!

i really look forward to get into LimKokWing university in broadcasting ...

i heard that limkokwing offer 60% scholarship for some of the courses that they provided..

but i still need discuss with my family first..

OMG..

the time now is 3.25am..

need to get some rest...

check out my next post..

see ya..!

latest news from me

2009-11-29T03:34:00.000-08:00

hey everyone.. thanks for you all that still keep in touch with me..
hope we still connected wherever we are..
i haven updated my blog for along time due to SPM...
well the most important examination in life for Malaysian students..

last 2 days we muslim celebrating RAYA HAJI...
hmm...every year when raya haji came my teeth will feel extremely pain..
why? cause the main food in that week is meat.
can u imagined meat, meat, meat... various of meat we had: sup tulang, daging bakar, daging goreng, sup gearbox, ext...

forget bout it.. just now i had a chat with a friend of mine ..
we chat bout friends relationship... he having problems with his friends..
he really wanted his friends to be friends again with him as they been together before..
he said before they were best friends until a day when his friends tough that he very 'lan yeng'
he really want his friends to know that he had changed but dont know how to make the move...

the same thing goes on me, in this short time i really wish that me and my buddy will get back like before...hanging out together, chat every night like we use two.. i want him to know that people are not perfect and please forgive of what i've done to you before... i miss the past...
(if you read this, please forgive me from the bottom of my heart).

you know what the things that i most afraid of, is when my friends misunderstand me and leave me..

all the way, i still need to smile although i'm having harsh time...
sometimes smile will make people around happy but it doesnt matter at all for me cause when i see people happy..i will feel the same thing..

leaving after 5 years..

2009-11-07T05:07:00.000-08:00

its been 5 years...
everything will just go like that..
must take our own path now..
but it feel so hard to let go what we love..
thus it mean end of form5 we must let go everything??
EVERYTHING???!

just remember the memory in SMKTP..
the first day i'm in school, of cause I afraid...
well the year 2005 that school very famous in gangsterism...
WOW~! but now, i proud to be in this school..
this school is one of the best school i think i ever have..
why i said so...
because wherever i go for competition,
as they all heard SMK Tanah Putih, they all can keep saying that
: hey, if smktp enter the competition we sure no way to win de...
hahaha
this is true..im not lying...
as i heard that time, i know that our school also famous in various think
more than gangsterism...hahha

remember the first time i enter the school hall..
there is one thing make me attracted to see the whole day..
seems they are very few of them wearing blue attire..
that time i want to be one of them,
i dun even care what they are; prefect...librarian...or class monitor..
i just want to wear that uniform..
and now...
i'm the vise president of librarian prefect board.. cool ah..! hahaha

remember the friends i had in school...
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sometimes friends make me happy
sometimes friends make me suck
sometimes friends make me worth to be with them
and sometimes friends really annoying
whatever they are, they is the one who make my life unique..
without them i will not feel the joy, frustration, being annoyed,happiness, anger, love, confidence, anxiety, stress, relaxed.
thanks to u all..but there is one one things i want u all to know,
U ALL ARE MY FRIENDS TILL THE END NO MATTER HOW WE BEING IN THE PAST, BUT IN THE FUTURE U STILL IN MY HEART..

hah!
for the teachers...
2 words..most magic words..
THANK YOU!
THANK YOU! x 1000000000
hahahha

bye bye smk tanah putih...
feeling so sad now..huuuu~~~

2009-10-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

" Spend some time alone. "

2009-10-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

" Take yourself less seriously. "

2009-10-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

" Don't let the sun go down with anger around. "

2009-10-16T17:37:00.001-07:00

" Talk less , listen more. "

2009-10-15T20:01:00.001-07:00

"Spend every minute of your life as good as you can, or you will regret later."

2009-10-15T18:18:00.000-07:00

Leave what you dislike, nobody gets good results from something they don't like.

2009-10-13T18:20:00.000-07:00

" Don't let little things get in your way. "

2009-10-13T02:45:00.001-07:00

"Play on the ground with kids more. "

RECORDING "FOREVER"

2009-10-08T04:35:00.000-07:00

First coming really surprise see the studio..

ready to sing...

"i want to record the music first"

drum base!

sing in the real studio

the best singer

one team "FOREVER"

2009-10-06T18:08:00.000-07:00

Open up new ideas, relationship and experiences

2009-10-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

Don't look for faults, find remedies..

BACK TO SCHOOL

2009-09-28T02:06:00.000-07:00

28/9/09

day left for SPM: 43

today i get my exam paper...

not quite satisfy bout my result...

but thanks god that i passed all subject...

what make me more happy when come back to school~~

i can meet all my friends...

we all happy back together,

i meant all 5S3...EVERYONE...no exception..

really glad everything is good today...

family raya photo

2009-09-19T20:16:00.000-07:00

2009-09-19T17:34:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...

RAYA LOL~!

2009-09-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum and Hello0 everyone,
since raya is coming...
i want to take this oppurtanity to wish u'll "SELAMAT HARI RAYA"
and " MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"..
we as a human coldn't not run from make mistake!
so here as our MUSLIM celebraTIng RAYA, i want to
said SORRY to evryone if i have make u all trouble directly or accidently.. or what so ever...
hope u all forgive me...hehhee

today TUITION

2009-09-06T21:11:00.000-07:00

can u imagine my tuition class start from 9am till 3.30pm..
very tired, cant stand so i felt asleep for 10min..hahahha!!

plus the room very COLDddd~~~!!

5 ways to release ur stress!

2009-09-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

as i had said at my previous post...

we as a human can't run from problems..

what ever happen we must faced it with brave..

HERE SOME ADVICE that may be useful for u all that facing very tough situation...

1 change ur thinking way, such like : think the happiest memory that can make u laugh...

2. tried to have a good night sleep...at least have 8 hours of sleep.. because it can recharge ur energy inside and outside..include ur spiritual..

3. try to talk with someone u trust, it maybe can make u feel more relief..(ATTENTION: when you choose to talk with someone, make sure the person can be trusted ... and please dun ever tell more than one person cause people will think you very annoying that think only you have problem others don't have...)

4. take a deep breath . there are some technique on breathing.. first u take a deep breath, than hold it about 15 second or more but less than 1 min(scare u over limit ma..). when u take inhaled, think that u are collecting positive environment Feng Shui.. after that, release ur carbon dioxide slowly and think that u are releasing negative things that no need for u to bother..

5. the more effective way is, think bout war that people around the world having right now... the innocent people who had more trouble like lost their family, live alone without someone can help, can't eat like we eat right now... they all suffering from the war.. SO, we are lucky that we as Malaysian is safe from war or natural disaster like in China and Indonesia...

hope it can help u all...Do leave me a comment if u have others way to release stress..

ur opinion may help others in their PROBLEMS...

my new desktop webcam~~!!!

2009-08-31T02:03:00.000-07:00

52 MERDEKA CELEBRATION!

2009-08-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

is me or everyone also din noticed that tomorrow is merdeka day!!!
HAHAHHA!!
everyone busy now days till forget our country birthday...

anyway~~~
HAPPY MERDEKA DAY EVERYONE~ !

LETS GO JALAN-JALAN @ BAZAAR RAMADHAN

2009-08-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

MALAYSIA FAVORITE APAM BALIK

this time really hard for me to choose which one i want to eat...

MALAY's like this kind of vege but not me..hiiisshhh cause when u sheeiiiii very smelly leh...

AIR TEBU very unique...

now i really dunno which one to choose.. is to many~~~

PUASA MEMORY~~~~

2009-08-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

As i promised before,
i want to tell you about my past story when ramadhan or puasa month.
i started puasa for whole day when i in standard 3 or 2 somethings like that laa..
i passionate or intense to puasa cause my mom said that if i dun puasa cannot get

~~~DUIT RAYA~~~

uhhhhuhhhh

that times my mom promise to gift a large duit raya..
so started that day i fasting...
well~~as you know i really dogged when i small...
the funny part started when my mom baking biscuits RAYA..
that time i helping her to bake it,,
heheheh....when my mom done baking it she store it in 'RAYA BOWL'.
guess what~!
some of the biscuits went missing an hour after she store it..

wonder~~~~

where~~~~

it~~~~~

gone~~~~~?????

PUASA

2009-08-25T00:41:00.000-07:00

today i wake 4 in the morning.
why so early...??
you all must be wonder what on earth so early rite..
this because i need to have my breakfast before 6am..
well is puasa month my rutine is defenitly change..

wanna know how my life going in this month..
well, here it goes............
4am wake for breakfast,
then continue sleep till 8am (if not school day)..
after that if i feel like study , than i will do so..
if not than i just watch tv or online..hahaha
azwan~~azwan~~SPM is near !!
i cant being lazy fellow..
so i had decided to go public library and study with others tuition members.
why must i go public library when i can study at home??
simple answer: because i cant study alone, and i will felt asleep very fast..
hahahah ...
4pm get back home and help my mom prepared for BERBUKA PUASA..
sometimes i will go to BAZAAR RAMADHAN to buy something to eat..

=,=
wah~~~!
so many types of foods and kuih..
when i see all the foods my stomach started to make a sound!!
~~brrrrrrrbrrrrr~~
to ,many choices here.. oh my gosh~~~!
i fell like in heaven!

i see MURTABAK~~!

Grilled CHICKEN~~!

SOYA~~!

WAHHHHH~~!!
i cant stand it anymore but i must be patient,
RAmadhAn or PUasA is not all about fasting,
also practise us to controled our passion in doing the things that we are not allowed to do..
such like lying, 'making up' exct...hehehe
for ur info: puasa is not hard, and i had heard before that puasa is also good for our health,
why i said so, this is because we can relax our stomach from processing 24 hours perday..
want to proof it! No one ever dead because of puasa..

you know what is the happiest momment in bulan Puasa???
7.15pm~~!
after a day we all muslims tired fasting, at last we can eat!!

this is the most happiest momment when we can eat everythings that we want to..
the feeling that undescrible.. we just enjoy the dinner..
that feeling different from others day we had dinner!

u guys out there tried to puasa lah,
and you will know how it feels...
trust me it really unique~!
thats why our muslims called "UNIQUE RAMADHAN"

the next post i will tell you all about my past past year memories when PUASA MONTH..
it really funny .. so wait for it~!

STEP THE NEXT LEVEL OF LIFE

2009-08-23T00:26:00.000-07:00

hey everybody..!!@@@!!!
this month is ramadhan month that you all called PUASA!
for me as an islam puasa is good for us...
PUASA din mean not eat for whole day but start from 6 am till 7pm nie..
i know non-muslim will think puasa is very taught rite..
trust me, no one ever die from puasa..

based on the title that i want to wrote is....
sometimes we din even noticed that we on the right or wrong path..
but today i know that i should do the thing i wanna do from the beginning..
if jeffrey din tell me what exactly happen between me in my relationship,
i wont know...(thanks jeff)

i wanna shared with you all one things,
life is really complicated, if we cant change people mind,
so the last thing we can do is change our self..

start from this day (friday 21 of august )
i wont think bout 'them' anymore..
just being flexible in my life..

we cannot run from problems!!`

2009-08-19T00:04:00.000-07:00

seriously said that we cant run from problems..
but luckily i can manage it..
although not everything is success but in every problems that i had faced..
it make me stand at a new level in the world of LIFE..

so for u guys out there dun be afraid of problems..
just faced it with what ever you have, u will succeed de..
there are no problems that we cant solve in this world..

DESCRIBE THE 1ST PERSON~!

2009-08-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

hei everybody~~!

today i feel like wanna describe some of my friends
why i wanna describe about this person leh~
because this person is the most outstanding among others for the day....

today i just know the hidden personality that this person has.
the best to describe this person is quiet alone and shy..
but in his personality has the best QUALITY being a good person.
why i said so is because he had a true heart to help his friends in what ever situation..
what make i attracted to write about this person is because he can put the blame on his own although that is not his fault~~

this kind of personality very hard to find..
wanna know who is this guy..
and the answer is CHOY CHOK LUNN from 5 s 3